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Nekaj časa sva bila tiho, potem pa je Justin začel pogovor.

Justin: Alexis thank you for everything really.

Js: Oh Justin no problem. I just want, that you are happy. When u smile I smile.

Justin: Oh babe. I'm the happiest man. I'm sure you had a lot of fans.

Js: Not really.

Žalostno sem pogledala v stran.

Justin: What are you saying?

Js: Truth

Justin: Explain me please.

Js: Well… In school I never was popular. I was lonely girl. My friend was just Kayla. Nobody like me like a girl. You're the first guy who loves me. Everyday I was humble. All girls saying me, that I'm ugly and that I will never found boy who will loves me. My life was disaster. I'm lost all my confidence, I was depressed and five times Ied to commit suicide, because I just didn't see the exit.

Justin: What? Say please, that it's not true.

Js: I can't, because it's all truth.

Spet sem pogledala v stran in pritekla mi je solza. Nisem hotela, da me Justin vidi jokat, ampak me je videl. Roko je naslonil na moja lica in mi obrnil glavo.

Justin: Come here babe.

Povlekel me je k sebi in me objel.

Justin: Babe you can tell me everything what you want you know that right?

Js: Yes.

Justin: So do you want talk about this?

Js: I don't want, that you are worried.

Justin: I'm worried now, because I don't know whole story. Now we are together and your problems are my problems. Remember this!

Js: Okay..

In še bolj sem začela jokat. Justin pa me je še močneje objel in me malo zibal.

Justin: Do you want to tell me whole story?

Js: Yes.

Justin: Can I ask you  few questions?

Js: Sure.

Justin: Did you tell someone for this?

Js: No…

Justin: Kayla doesn't know for this?

Js: Not all.

Justin: What she know?

Js: She know just for that what happend in school.

Justin: Please tell me whole story.

Videla sem, da je Justin hotel vse zvedeti, da bi mi lahko pomagal. Zato sem mu povedala vse.

Js: When I came home, I was always alone. My mum came home at eleven in the evening and the service was already leaving at six in the morning. We have never seen each other.

Justin: Where is your dad?

Js: My parents divorced when I was 5 years old. My dad was drunk every night and beat me. Mum never knew that. A couple of times he tried to rape me, but I kind of rebelled against him.

Justin: Oh my god. I can't believe.

Js: Can we stop now?

Justin: Yes sure.

Justin je videl, da mi je bilo zelo hudo in da sem jokala, zato sva se nehala pogovarjat. On me je še bolj močno objel. Potem pa sem šla jaz v kopalnico, da sem se preoblekla v pižamo, si zbrisala make-up in si umila obraz, saj sem bila cela objokana. Ko sem vse to opravila, sem šla proti sobi in začelo se mi je zelo vrteti.

JUSTINOVO RAZMIŠLJANJE:

She feel sorry for me. I can't believe what it's all spent and how well hidden all this. I will help her. Now she will bel ive better life.

I heard how Alexis came out of the bathroom and then I heard a strange bang…